on my own nerves…

well, maybe it’s not me, so much as the whiney dog at my door, who is liable to keep it up all night. and why don’t I let her in? well, because when she goes under the blanket, she gets upset if anyone touches her- by anyone i mean the other dogs-and she will attack my big pit…she is just little, so that would not go well…not at all….

i guess i am on my nerves, also, as i have been terribly blah for two weeks now, burnt out like an asteroid or something…

anyway, just threw the whiny dog in the bathrrom, maybe i can crash before she starts up again…..

there has got to be a better way to deal with this…

Just Not Feeling It Here….

I dunno why I don’t write here, I love WP…lol I love my own space…I wonder if I finally PAY for OD, if I will like it as much as I like WP? I wonder if I can buy a personal domain name, instead of work related only…hmm….wow, my very own place in the world, as anonymous as I want to be…

Maybe that is it, not believeing that this will last, and any writing won’t be lost forever…

Can’t Even Think of a Title

Getting myself together, moderately…

I am “anonymously” blogging in three/four blogs, but still want to have just one, a WP blog…I wonder if I can get a new domain just for myself, when I re-up Meggie’s domain? I need to be getting on that, it’s due next month…I have to understand it all better, domains, hosting accounts, all that stuff…

Instead of actually being productive, I am herei’m loafing being non-productive over at a personal blog…

I am here, blogging…not doing an adult blog, using fancy SEO skills I have llearned over the past year or so…
I am here,blogging, instead of putting together my template to upload to one girls listing…
Yep, still here, blogging…instead of changing out the text on one girls listing, bitching her up a little, giving her some Princess Domme text…

I did, though, go work out…
I feel so damn fat and puffy…
I can only blame the broken toe on about three weeks off ass-sitting…I have nearly eaten my way back up to a very bad weight again….
gawd…

and dear Evel Kneivel died…makes me very sad, as I loved him when I was a child….

Walking…

I have been pretty consistent in walking on the treadmill and on the recumbent stair climber, and have decided to accept the challenge of walking a 5K route through town as my final point earning attempt in the gyms challenge. I’m scared….I worry that I won’t hold out, that it will be too far, too much…but I am gonna do it anyway. I will be there at the half-way point in case I can’t continue, so that is reassuring. I believe I can do it, but I am still nervous about the fact that I don’t usually push myself past my comfort zone…

ah well….

lol

I’ll report back later….

Got to Get OFF My Butt

Today is the start of a new week…new plans, new work options, new opportunites for making money and being fit and healthy…that means: go to the gym,log in to work, and don’t buy cheesecakes…pretty simple, eh? lol

Here’s to today!

breathing again…

this feels fantastic! you don’t know me,and I can just be my realio trulio self, fat and sassy,lonely and scared,all in a rut…no trying to write for an audience, no making friends,putting on a face-just being ME!!!